Adui.. why la liddat?

My biochem test results was worse than what i imagined, which was very rare. I normally set my expectations very low so i'll be happy when i get the results.


Well, i guess there's just gotta to be one time that it doesn't work.



but.. i dunno why, i'm actually... happy now. =D

就是你 by fan fan
你 就是你
对你从来就没有怀疑
为了要遇见你
我用尽我所有的力气
就是你 就是你
除了爱自己我更爱你
没有钻石华丽
却有独一无二的魅力
喜欢你的个性
喜欢你的反应
遇见你 不怕难题
相信我自己
答案就是你

no one is at home now. damn syok!! can sing LOUD LOUD!! esp this song! makes me lagi happy!! I know prac test is hard.. but happy or stress over it, either way i'm going to sit for the prac test on wednesday. So might as well happy la.. cannot menyampakan sendiri dan orang lain yang berusaha bersungguh-sungguh... GAMBATE!!!

Last day of STate Pennant

I can't believe that i'm watching RTM online again. Current status of Thomas Cup finals: 1-1 China against Korea.

Anyway, today is my last day in State Pennant. We're up against Melbourne Uni Chargers (best team). Meet my team mates:

First men doubles: Calvin and Shze Lee
First ladies doubles: May and Keat Ying

2nd ladies doubles: Jenny and Me

2nd mens doubles: Calvin and Terence (captain!)

2nd singles. Me. YES, that's how nerdy i look in playing. gotta pin my hair up mer..

this one looks scary.. like ghost photo liddat....

The umpire of the entire state pennant: Jenny.. hahha.. she kept becoming the umpire..

Captain of Melb Uni Raiders: Terence Chong.

1st Men singles: Shze Lee.

Me and May. Sorry guys, ppl attached liao. XD

2nd mixed doubles: Adeline (she's also the 1st singles) and Adrian

3rd mixed doubles: Jenny and Calvin

I didn't get a photo of the 1st mixed doubles: Terence and Keat Ying coz i was umpiring the match.. Tak kan u tell me i take photo while writing down the marks meh?? hahah... ppl, meet Adrian. Super geng and super nice!

the 3 girls: Me, Keat Ying and May. I wonder who's hand was it at the back.. O.O..

Keat Ying. i kept taking her photo at this close distance.. i think there's 3 of this kind of photo.. XD

Team photo!!!
Standing fr left: KEat Ying, Jenny, Me, May
Squatting fr left: Terence, Adrian, Lee, Calvin
MIA: Martin, Adeline

Me and my long term doubles partner: Jenny!


We WON against Melb Uni Chargers (maybe itz becoz most of them were injured/hung over).. so we're no.9 in the entire state pennant. Nothing much to be proud about but we ere VERY happy.. hahah.. lost so many times liao, itz good to win. did i mention? i lost every single game (be it singles, doubles or mixed) that i played in this pennant XD. I swear my singles are always close though!!!

We went to dinner together as a team after the match. We went to Lygon Street in Adrian and Terence's car. I found out that Terence and I are actually neighbours!!! WAAAHAHAHA~~~

anyway, dear Raiders, itz my pleasure to be able to play along side with u guys.. we might not be the best technically but i love our team! I'm deeply sorry that i disappointed u guys so many times and omg terence u were so nice to say "itz okay.." everytime that we told u we lost... made me feel even more guilty.. All in all, u guys are one nice bunch of people (2 lawyers in the team, fuiyoh~~ i've gotta say something nice if not they'll sue me! hahah jkjk!) and i hope there'll be another tournament that we can work as a team!!

With my cousinS

I woke up today to a VERY COLD morning.

My cousin Chong Suai, based in Brisbane but working currently in Shepparton, Victoria. The company so nice la!! Let him fly to and fro every 2 weeks, and they even rented him a car!! With cool gadgets like GPRS!!! I've never seen or use a GPRS before. My extend of knowledge about it is: it exist in movies. But today, we're actually relying on it to bring us to Tai Pan in Doncaster East.

which proved a point: machines are unreliable sometimes. It guided us to a long way and to a wrong place. I can fully appreciate the beauty of technologies under this situation as Zhun kor uses his 3G phone to use google map to get us to the right place.

And after 2 hours of drive, we ARE there. Tai Pan chinese restaurant. Me and Chong Suai kor.
The couple looking at the trolleys of food. Zhun kor and Margaret jiejie.
Come chinese restaurant in the day, sure yumcha wan la!! Plates of dimsum, xiu mai, lor mai kai, chee cheong fun... on its way to our gastrointestinal tract...
My cousins are funny. I strongly suspected that I've learnt all of my Hokkien foul languages from them... Egg tart. I never fancy egg tart much, but this one is good!!
Despite the fact that my cousins can eat a lot, they're stuffing ME with the food.
cousins: 'Jie! dun waste food!!'
me: 'Eh! i eat a lot already leh!'
Chong Suai kor: 'Nonono, i fat already! u eat!'
me: O.O"

he is not fat at all. none of them are.

In the end i was quite full liao... summore got 5 dessert dishes: Gui Ling Gao, Tau Foo Fah, Mango pudding, Sai Mai Lou and Papaya something.All very sweet!! I wish the Gui Ling Gao was chilled instead of hot... Thanx a lot Chong Suai kor for belanja-ing!!!

Then this time, we took the Eastern Freeway (the one tat we should hav taken at the start) back to the city. I fell asleep in the car. So nice can? nice weather (to sleep, not to live) and such a spacious car (maybe itz becoz my cousin sit very front).. very comfortable leh!!

I'm home now. Will head out tomorrow afternoon to my last day of State Pennant. I'm pretty sure we're ranked at the bottom but let's hope that we won't be the last! FIGHT!!!


(p/s: my uni coursemates.. i'm expecting a wheelchair in front of my apartment on monday)

now.

I started off with a bowl of chocolate poured down on my head.

3 months later.. i've transformed fr a bird nest head to a beruang (Tan, 2008) my black hair is growing out.. so i'm expecting my hair to be a ring of black and a ring of brown in a few weeks time.

there's just something weird ab this photo. I can't really explain.

Good day Good day

morning walk.. I got myself a new chair. Thanx a lot to Zhun kor for carrying it for me all the way from BigW. Halfway through assembling it, got the sms from Merk, cakap nak keluar tengok wayang. it was 5.50pm O.O, we were to catch a 6.45pm movie, lagi O.O". So in the end we didn't get to eat in Mekong House as we should but ended up in the food court instead.

Iron Man is a cool movie. I like the technologies involved and i just couldn't stop questioning: how can such a ulu place (Afghanistan) have so many NECESSRAY tools and materials which were HIGH TECH enough to allow Tony Stark to build his Iron suit? And even though in civilisation, how can one owns such HIGH TECH machines that can respond to whatever he says?? Haha.. after the movie finished, we stayed back a little waiting to see if there's any thing left to see. And i'm such a TENSAI to have guessed that there's gonna be Iron Man2! HAHAH!!

After that... we bumped into Xin Nee and Jean! hahah.. hav to ask them where got bubble tea coz SOMEONE OWES me one. I damn cruel, ppl sad still terpaksa belanja me. PAiseh la~~ but just to keep things fair tau? heheh.. [I hope u're feeling better now =) ] LEE!! I'll like thank you for the bubble tea!! u have for once, proven to me tat being late has some sort of advantage! note to self: itz always better to stick with the flavour u know and u like. Green Mango is a bit... weird..

TAke photo take photo!! I wished i brought my camera along but i didn't coz i rushed out. I dun like my camera phone coz there's always a delay in taking photos... which resulted in........

GHOST PHOTO!! what la merk, u intended the photo to fail!!

camwhore lesson number1 for the ah pek. Never look too serious.

HAHAHA... I like the fact that i've been watching quality movies (see merk? I've been suggesting good movies! and no i wun wanna belanja bubble tea if the streak is ever broken) instead of cursing all the way after watching the movie AND i love winning in bets! itz brilliant! =D (only kesian those tat lost..)


Good day Good day.. Cousin Chong Suai is in the town!

stress kah?

U say I stress, not really; but u say I not stress, not true oso... Last night i was reading on separation of enantiomers, then the night itself i dreamt that i was flying back into time, (1848, i've checked XD) to his dark creepy lab, watching him pick out the 2 different crystals one by one using a hand lens and tweezers...he wun lemme touch the crystals somehow... yes this is the guy. maybe i'm influenced by Ben Caupano's (my med chem lecturer) interview in Generics (campus magazine). -.-" Tell me i stress onot??

快疯了快疯了！！

tell me where's your principle.
告诉我你的原则在哪里？鄙视。

haizzz...

borrowed Fei Qian's Solomon book so that i can figure out what in the world that "Separation of Enantiomers" is talking about. Turns out, after few hours picking up pieces of informations here and there.... that I just think too much when i study. Why la i bother to go and ask why things are like this like that?? Won't come out in exams also.. T_T

What u call typical exam-oriented learning eh? Don't learn extra, learn it and just it only.

Opportunity is there, just grab it, grab it.


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rmbr the letter of apology that i was so irritated about? been waiting to see how the girl would approach us to sign the letter. so today 3 girls stood in front, claimed that they're NOT THE GIRL and request us all to sign.

...HIGHLY disappointed. In the end, majority of our gang of Malaysians+ Singaporeans+ Indonesians did not sign it. Jia Hong even argued with one of the girls when she ask us to sign (BRaVA!!).


u want us to sign, apologise to us.

Politics.. tsk tsk..

I really should have done Politics. Why lar i study pharmacy?


HAHAH... no la.. just kidding. My concern over politics has been so... overwhelming than it is exceeding the extend of politics that people of my age would normally care of. to the myanmar government, people wanna help let them help la! Itz not like u have enough ability to help all by yourself after such a disasterous event. Talk ab self-pride... in the end who's the one who suffer? rakyat-rakyat... HAIZZZ....

(p/s: 1.2 mg of 2,4-dichlorobenzyl alcohol + 0.6 mg of amylmetacresol = 1.8mg. That's quite a bit liao leh... A-D-D-I-C-T!)

白包包

放学买菜回来，莫名突然觉得今天很帅，拍照的啦！！自信有时候就在一瞬间！ 帅得来，吉他一定要抱一下的啦！！尝试了好一会儿，看来我还是得跟我的tripod好好的培养培养感情。。
还真是佩服拥有白包包的人，到底是如何做到包包永远全白呢？在此号召, To the owners of WHITE bag, how do u keep your bags white wan??
有时候拥有喜欢的东西，却为了保护它而多担一份心，喜欢的倒是成了累赘了。

不小心画到白色包包的*欲哭无泪*

梦想

今天和嘉鸿聊起未来，未来的工作，未来是否长居澳洲等等。

怎么说呢？我觉得“梦想”就是“规划”的‘梦幻’词。“规划”感觉没有那么的诗意，机械化了一些。

只不过觉得梦想不一定是死死的一个方块。在某种层次上，一昧地说什么“应该坚持最初的梦想”，是蛮愚昧的。谁说过最初的梦想就一定不会变的？随着时间过去，随着四周的变化，随着自己的成长，梦想一定会一点一滴地在改变。谁能保证一定不会变？不是说来个大转变，而是在某些细小而重要的细节上更动。就比如说：我曾经觉得我非当牙医不可，但在尽了一切努力仍是进不了后，我往另外一个不同却相似的方向走去。药剂师也不错嘛！谁说要帮助人就非要做医生不可？


我有梦想吗？有啊！
我明天的梦想是：上课不要打瞌睡
我星期日的梦想：打好每一次的比赛
我羽球的梦想：变得更好更快！
我短期的梦想：安然度过考试
我长期的梦想：让马来西亚的药剂师们抬起头来！

读书时候跟自己说，要做到长期的梦想就得打好自己学问的基础，出去才有资格跟别人理论，竞争，难道要在辩论的时候哑口无言么？老实说，还蛮不错的一个自我激励的方法。原来人家说什么“向梦想前进”就是这个意思厚。。？

加油呗！

如果。。我会？

亲爱的妈妈和乾妈，母亲节快乐！希望在医院的大舅母平平安安，早日康复。

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说错话，请道歉！
今早上网看新闻，这篇文章说得好，说得真好。

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不知道是凑巧还是什么，在副刊连续读了几篇有关“如果（能重来一次/今天是世界末日）。。。我会。。。”，跟自己昨晚思考的问题不谋而合。

那几篇文章来来去去不就是说什么“别留下遗憾”，“感谢爱我的人”，“感谢伤害我的人，让我更勇敢”什么什么的，我又不是没看过，这种文章读过千百万遍了，可是刚好的触景生情，感觉又不一样了。

“最後一分鐘，積怨消失，一切也就回到剛剛認識時的美麗。不過，不到這非常的最後一分鐘，我還沒想到要對這些人說些什麼，也許，非要迫切的，才能告訴他們，我心里已經沒有不開心了，只是該死的自尊擋在一切之前。”


怔怔地坐在电脑前面，把这一段文字，反复读了好几遍，思考。最近跟一个朋友相处得不甚愉快，倔强地把正常逻辑抛在脑后，没给自己留多少后路。现在想想，是应该还是不应该？

脑丝盘结在pharmaceutics，思考这件事，得搁一搁了，我会再想的，只是也许不是时候。

Miss

I just got back from an orchestra performance. It is organised by Engineering Music Society of Melbourne University and Min Li is performing it. She's a cellist! Look! that's her! HAHAH... our college times, with Vincent. Gee.. Vince, your body looked so.. distorted in this photo (and i demand an email fr u! NOW!) 3 main group of performers: Orchestra Band, Concert Band (without string instruments) and the Choir. Min Li is in the Orchestra Band. The performances was interesting. To be honest, some made me drool and some was really interesting. Little surprises slitted in here and there in terms of the arrangement of the songs.

I prefer the Orchestra band over the concert band. I think the major differences between the performances of the 2 groups is if u close your eyes and listen, orchestra band's music sound like from CD, while u'll clearly know tat concert band's music is a mere performance. Or maybe i'm bias becoz Min Li is in the orchestra band... HAHah..

After that we walked back to my place. Passed by McD where Min Li belanja me McFlurry!! THANX!!! haha.. she was on tenterhooks all the way back coz Ron was carrying her cello. Meet the guy that laid down right in front of my room's door and the culprit if my chair ever breaks down: Ronnie.

oh yea, thanx a lot for introducing me to Charlene! Nice to make new friends!

We were in my room. My room is in a mess but dun care. Best part ab good friends: they'll always understand why rooms are untidy. All of sudden i realised how long i haven't seen them. I think the last time i saw them is probably during my birthday dinner... which was.. 11th of april 2008. OMG THAT'S ALMOST ONE MONTH!!! waliao...


how time and money separates ppl eh? hmm... I'm glad tat i went tonight. Piles of revisions awaits my effort to catch up tmr! now sleep first!

(p/s: paiseh la merk, sorry for kacau-ing tat late! Best of luck with the assignment!)

出来

从一片杂乱走出来 走出来了吗？看见了吗？

Sakai-ness

That probably describe what i'm feeling right now. Though not as bad.
But still....

(CAUTION: Grumblings on the way.. stop scrolling if u dun feel like reading)


I hate the long time gap between my lectures n my pracs. WHY LAR I ALWAYS KENA LIDDAT?!??! From 10.30am to 2.30am, tell me what i can do? sit in library read kena cakap macam nerd, go home cannot concentrate. !!!

I don't like saying goodbye to people that're going home while me myself get stuck at uni. I don't like waving my hands to people that finished their prac... i hate that i've 2 weeks of 5hour pracs in this semester.

I hate the fact that we're forced to sign an apology letter to our lecturer becoz some idiot decided to talk during lectures. I hate that the lecturer is so cerewet when her lecture is actually one of the most silent that we've ever had. If even liddat have to send a letter of apology, i wonder how many letters do we need for Dr Ossama's (my med chem lecturer) lecture. And yea, i hate that the Dean speaks to us as if we're 3 years old kids. "You CANNOT do this...", "You CANNOT do that...".... NOT ALL OF US TALK IN LECTURES TAU??? SCOLD THE PERSON IF U WANT, NOT THE REST OF US TAT WERE ACTUALLY QUIET! what kind of value are u potraying to us??? "OH we can talk all want since we're gonna kena whether we talk or not anyway"? crap lo!

I hate that the bank interest has risen so much over the past 12 months. I hate that my fees is so damn freaking expensive. I hate that i wasn't given student concession for everything.

I hate that our politicians can be so darn freaking stupid sometimes. Malaysia's Foreign Minister, Rais Yatim propose that local women intending to travel abroad alone may need family consent in a bid to prevent them from being used as “drug mules” by international syndicates. Read here for more details.


like.... WTF ?!?!? (sorry dad, a bit too ji dong ab this issue.)

First of all, WHY LADIES ONLY? guys can be drug traffickers too!! SEXIST LAR INI!!!
2nd of all, u say teenagers under 18 should get a consent before they fly, fair enough. But if u say a 60year old aunty needs a consent form from her family before she flies is ridiculous. Anyone aged 21 is legal. TAHU KE TIDAK APA HAK ASASI INDIVIDU???
3rd of all, foreign minister nothing better to do izzit?

dude, next time before u present an idea to the cabinet or the MEDIA, consult la people ard u first. No brains izzit?



I refuse to look at the bright side of it. I know very well where the bright side is, thank you.

I've gotta stop laughing wei.. STOP!

First of all, Happy birthday to May Shi, Xin Yu and Julie!

Miss MAY SHI (aka Miss Anna Cecilia Phoebe Bells), i'm glad we're both 19 now! (gee.. i always tot that u're older.. -.-") may you enjoy your birthday lots! I'm looking forward to a very juicy update about what the guys did for you. And u shud know that the following photo is one of the ONLY TWO photos i have of you. WHERE CAN LIDDAT!! i want an update of photo!! we both look so different now.. hahah.. meet ya in N years time!
Love ya lots! Jeanette Amanda Karyn Starr (till now i still can't figure out why the 'Starr' has to be a double r.. hmm..)

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Today is a funny day. My facial muscles are all sore from laughing.
Itz a day of laughter: after lecture, during lunch break, during prac... we were laughing so hard!! I couldn't tell u exactly in detail on what we laughed about coz for one thing, it will never be as funny as it was if u weren't there yourself. The one during lunch break is the worst... For an 1 1/2 hour sitting there, we've been laughing the whole time!!! I really should maintain a distance from Jia Hong, coz Wii, being sleep-deprived, was constantly shook up by the MIGHTY EVIL Jia Hong... And her reflex defence system is too good, i shouldn't try going into within 1metres of her vicnity.


sampai in prac i feel that i was out of breath.

I'm glad that i'm in the same group with Jia Hong, Jeremy, Wii they all after all. Theorectically i was supposed to be in the other group... but o well.. XD After some research, we went back to CHTR2 for our presentation. then for reasons that i've forgotten, the laughing point triggerred off AGAIN. HAHAHA... I couldn't stop laughing during Jeremy's presentation. (May i add, trying to manage silent laughter is such a hard thing to do!) sorry Jeremy! JIA HONG ALL YOUR FAULT LA! yor!! i see her laugh then i couldn't stop also... -.-"

Then just now in tram i overheard Jin Sern and Kush discussing about what shirt colour they're gonna wear for the ASEAN ball. then i started laughing again. LOL


Adui... mz massage face liao... BREATHE chu jie, BREATHE...